dreamweaver says.

Saturday, May 13, 2006 ; 12:07 PM

during the week, i almost collapsed with fatigue. dance practices until 730pm practically everyday. unfinished tutorials. sleeping during lessons. failing tests because i don't have the time to study. stoning during lectures because i don't understand what they are teaching. cold dinners. first to leave house in the morning yet the last to reach home everyday. surviving on coffee during break everyday to keep myself awake. that was when my caffeine addiction started. easily irritable. stressed. things reached rock-bottom that wednesday during econs tutorial. i wanted to go off to the sick bay to catch some sleep after that lesson. but after the lesson, mrs noordin treated the whole class to ice cream. and then i got cheered up a bit. things started picking up then. received a message during my last lesson that there will be no voulez vous practice that day. was so happy la. but the next message came and said that there was a mistake with the banner and i have to help to edit a bit. which by the way, was caused by me. :P apparently, i wrote "tjc modern club presents" instead of "tjc modern dance club presents". haha.. anyway it won't take too much to just change the words a bit. at least i'll get to reach home while the sky is still bright.

thanks to the break we got on wednesday, the practice we had on thurday was really fruitful. the ex-president of dance watched our dance and said that it was not flamboyant enough and we were told to be "shameless" onstage. i have no idea how to pull that off.

the practice during vesak day was cancelled and i got the whole day to playy! haha.. but i know i gotta get don to studying soon and clear up all those long dued homework. effectively, i think i've actually missed 5 months of studying. studying will be hell after dance production ends with all those work piling up.

thank God for answering my prayers, restoring my energy and brought back some cheer into me. please help me with schoolwork cos i'm desperately struggling. amen.